Im Evee and I'm candid. Random things are my thing. I like lovely posts and I am extremely expressive. I am very deep but that can be said in a more than shallow way. I love all things talented. I say what I feel and I mean what I say. The most important moral for me is honesty. I have no time for haters and although you may hate the things I write, I swear, I mean no harm to you. I may be afraid of things but I'm definitely not afraid of you.
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| Sunday, September 12, 2010 11:15 AM
Back in the day... I'm going to do my PSTC pp and clean my room again and it's sad that I'm working today even if it said in our devotions that Sunday is really 'rest day.' Oh well, theses thing just can't be compromised. I think I still have a hangover from yesterday. NOT WHAT YOU THINK! Hangover from too much fun. I swear that's possible. My body is kinda unrealistic today. It refuses to do anything productive. Maybe if I get out of this internet, I'll get things done. I say goodbye (temporarily) now, GOODBYE! Listen to good music. Dance to nice rhythms. Feel good emotions. And be happy. Labels: dance, goodbye, happy things, music
Saturday, September 11, 2010 8:09 AM
ONE DAY MORE! Ah, that will be kinda sad. I wouldn't write as religiously anymore. :( The thing is, this may be the first time that I actually made a blogspot that people actually READ ('cept for Frances though :p). Since it may be hard to depart with this website, I'm going to talk about happy things to take my mind off of it. Happy thing number 1: There is practice today! OH YES! I needed my soccer fix. It's my happy pill. Which reminds me, I gotta get my stuff ready. Wait, or at least I HOPE that there's soccer practice, what if Karen's just pranking me. AGAIN. Happy thing number 2: I got my room cleaned! OH YES! Finally! I lived how many months with a tricked out (not in a good way) room. UGH. Upsetting. Now I just gotta fix my closet. Don't get me wrong, I like cleaning my closet. I just don't like when things don't fit into one cubicle. SO ANNOYING! Happy thing number 3: The song Akidagain by Travis McCoy. It makes me very happy. Just listening to it. GAH! So I guess that's it for now. More posts later. I gotta go and fix my closet. Labels: happy things, room, soccer, travis mccoy
Friday, September 10, 2010 12:48 PM
TOXIC! PS: Thank you Renzo! I think only Karen will understand me when I say: DOMINIC! :)))))
11:01 AM
I am so learning this. Very, very smooth. I really wanna learn this! Dances like this really make me happy. :)) teehee! I know, I know, CORNY!
10:30 AM
So much for relaxation. First I have to clean my room. UGHHH! *death* Yes, that room is messy. :/ Then, I have to wash the dishes. Oh yes, that is a scientific world waiting to be discovered! Then I have to do my PSTC powerpoint and more requirements. Then I have to sing that 'song' about a billion times. GOSH! I need to put dancing somewhere in there too so that I don't get crazy. Labels: pictures, things to do, today
7:50 AM
This is going to be my first rant page. Rabbit and Pooh Bear are annoying. There! I said it! (credits to Karen) Soccer doesn't make me sick, in fact, it makes me feel better after the DREADFUL thing we have to do with R and PB called 'practice.' At least soccer keeps me happy. Aside from the unbelievable public ridicule, I'm gonna get out there on Monday and freaking blow their minds. If not mentally then I'm doing it PHYSICALLY. I still think EVERYTHING would have gone more smoothly if they weren't even in this production in the first place. I'm not being mean, I'm being honest. They took FOREVER on auditions ALONE. Ms. Jeni would've done everything by now. And yeah, I know the theater isn't democratic but this is OUR production and we could've fired you if we wanted to. -RANT OVER, BUT HOW I WISH THIS COULD BE READ BY THEM Labels: les miserables, plays, school, stupidity
Thursday, September 9, 2010 2:55 PM
Dear Mr. Jehan Frollo, I'm that kind of person by the way! I get upset if my score is not as good as it COULD be. That's very critical and that really is me. Okay, now KAREN got a 1 flat for her DRAMATIS! OH YEAH! I didn't get to see ERICA though. GRR! But yes, I think they had the BEST costumes EVAH! Here's a snapshot of them. Yeah! I, on the other hand was Mr. JEHAN FROLLO! He was my favorite character. Yes, the evil guy. I got extremely mad when he died. Yes, Marika, he was.I get drawn to his idiocy. Does that make sense? I hope it does. I looked too much like a girl to be a suitable JEHAN. lasdjflasjdf;lsjdf!!! I did my best though. Labels: dramatis, erica, karen, school
2:38 PM
Pranked Ya! x2 This is Kendrick, the dude who really enjoys reading your blog, a.k.a. EMILYN!!! Nyahaha! I'm really sorry! You know me, I really enjoy pranking peeps. :)) I love you my friend! Lemmetellyah! BEWARE(!!) you know I'm a ninja at night. *ninja eyes* =D Labels: emilyn, prank, randomness
Wednesday, September 8, 2010 11:30 PM
GRRRRR...! I don't even use a lot of exclamation points and question marks in a sentence, but REALLY? :( Labels: AP, school, WHAT THE HECK
9:25 PM
This day rocks. Read why: So yeah, I was pretty proud of myself for studying very hard. I passed my Science paper kinda happy with myself and now I just PRAY it wasn't all in my head. The speech thingy which came soon after wasn't that bad. I thought I'd be shaken to the bone (I kinda was though, I didn't even keep my composure...)! I did the best I could do and I'm pretty happy with myself. I think. Okay and then there was SOCCER! That would've been quite enjoyable but the whole 'agreement' (I don't really call it an agreement, I call it punishment for no wrong doing) ruined it! The rain was so attractive. It looked like it wanted to pull me in. I think it did. No lie. Then I had to go to the awarding. The ride was okay, THANK YOU TO ERICA! You are awesome! :) And uhm. When I got down though, my iPod fell into the sewage thingy. I really wanted it back, so guess what? I STUCK MY HAND IN! I got my iPod which was quite an accomplishment and I found something out about myself. Apparently, if I lose my iPod, I get insane. Then in the awarding, IDK what to feel. I think honored is a good word. :) And now I gotta study for AP. Please pray for me and my exam. :/ Labels: awesome, school, today
2:11 PM
EXAMS! EXAMS! What is that? It's a word teachers use to freak students out. In the other hand, an unfortunate child who has the occupation of student would say that it will make you better. OH REALLY? Exams are actually good! They make you better, they expand your brain and it pushes you to be diligent of do things for YOUR own good. Exams are actually stressful and it may break you apart. They pull you from one part to another and they can't figure out what to teach you. Honestly speaking though, exams are really good for memorization. If you can't remember what the equation of a circle is, how are you supposed to know the birthday of your future spouse? They actually help, but they help by tearing you apart. - WHY THE HECK AM I ARGUING WITH MYSELF?- Exams actually make you really quiet. I noticed that. Look down and you will see what we look like when we take exams. ![]() That over there is Emilyn. And other times, like this: That over there is Diana.Okay, I gotta stop. I post TOO much about school. Ah, sad times. After Friday, I swear, I will STOP writing about school. Unless of course something huge happens like an elephant flew from the sky above us.
Monday, September 6, 2010 11:15 PM
Okay so, this is so amateur. :) Before you say anything, yes I know, I know nothing. Yes, I know it's not straight, yes I know I have no experience, but yeah. I just purely get what I'm tossed and I try to make something out of it. :) I do love contemporary, but I cannot do it. xDD I have NO Training whatsoever and this came. Actually, just shield your eyes. :))) I tried and I look sloppy! Just don't watch this. It's not even straightened out. Oh, and out of boredom, I made this one too, to Come On Get Higher by Matt Nathanson. Again, I need training! Any good contemporary teachers out there? :) I'd love to hear from youuuuu! Labels: contemporary, dance, shield your eyes
9:28 PM
I undress my mind and dare you to follow I actually told myself that whatever song will randomly play on my iTunes playlist will be the topic of my discussion. I'm working on thinking fast. Okay, so the song is called One Sweet Love - Sara Bareilles. This song is so cutesy and I love singing along to it. It reminds me a lot of KYRARARARARARARA! :) IF only she could read this right now. I miss her. A lot. :( Anyway, I'm gonna make a dance to this and I'm posting it as soon as it actually learns how to construct itself. I don't believe in dances being constructed but I do believe in the music carrying your body to CREATE it. I love that. I'm gonna start using that. :)))) OH! MATT NATHANSON IS PLAYING! HUZZAH! I'll be back after I study. Or dance. Probably dance (hey! I need something to keep me sane!). Labels: dance, music, randomness
11:03 AM
Humanities MAY drive me insane. I think humanities is the most challenging thing ever. What with all the names and memorization and ugh! I mean, Huns, Barbarians, Visigoths, Ostrogoths, Byzantine Empires, Crusades, Franks, Moors, Vikings, Normans and Plagues. Can you honestly say that you didn't get bored reading all that at once? I'm trying to make a mock quiz for all humanities related things but it may take FOREVER! As long as it works, I don't think I have much of a choice. Humanities isn't really HARD, it's just brain damaging to say the least. It may keep you awake all night just trying to remember who the heck Alaric or Attila or Constantinope really are. I mean, who ARE they? The one person I know who really values history is Ulan. I need her to motivate me right now! Rome though is an interesting topic, the Plague though, not so much. It's all so overwhelming but I guess how the whole "school thing" is like. Labels: humanities, school, studying, Ulan
Sunday, September 5, 2010 9:22 PM
This circle never ends. Oh gosh, my fingers were exhausted. All those notes! All that converting and rewriting. It feels so good now that it's all over. Then again, that's just one subject. If only people ACTUALLY knew what we had to do for exams. I'm so glad though that this blog is a part of the exam. I do enjoy writing more than I do staring at some sheet of paper going "WTH is this supposed to be?!" The speaking category though is not that bad. I personally like speaking in public BUT I wish to know all the people first (then again, how can that count as 'public?'). For math, the URT thingy really freaked me out, but I'm working on it. I finished on time with that quiz and HOPEFULLY I don't forget any of those equations. Actually, it was all so long and there was a unique equation PER question. If that isn't freaky, I have no idea WHAT is. For Science though, I have no idea what to think. Usually, my science scores are just average and it sucks. Lately this year, I've been going 'downwards' and my whole mojo (yes, that is a term) is getting bugged. I just PRAY I don't see a single 2 on my report card. PSTC, please don't fail me. I've been kinda spazzing about school so much that I'm forgetting about the so-called "real world." What is happening to me? I post about school more than ANYTHING. And I keep complaining, GOSH! What is wrong with me? I need a life, I need to get out more (I actually do get out though, I'm not some socially alone owl that just sits here writing). No, but seriously, when exams are over, I'm going out and going crazy. Who wants to come? *wink wink* Labels: exams, freaking out, school
8:43 AM
Here we go again. First, we went to soccer practice at 3 (well, the guys were there at 3, I think I got there a little over 3:30). and then I had to walk there! I practically did my warm-up already! GOSH MAN! Then we played. First it was boys vs. girls. I SCORED! WOOHOO! My first time ever and it felt awesome! Anyway, and then we played with some Koreans from... actually, I don't know. Then we finished and we got a pitcher of COLD WATER! Oh yeah! And I dropped the glass. SCARY... Then we went to SM. BTW, the freeze thing is so awesome. JULIA! Thank you, man. Anyway, I'm gonna post more after I study.
Saturday, September 4, 2010 9:05 AM
The first Shakespeare quote that hit me. An evil soul producing holy witness is like a villain with a smiling cheek Those words literally mean when an evil person uses holy words as their weapon, it's like a villain who smiles at you. Ah, Shakespeare, how deep are thee. TEEHEE! Labels: reading, school, Shakespeare
7:05 AM
OH NO!! I should probably start this post by saying why I didn't get to write anything last night. First of all, after soccer, who DOESN'T get tired? Second, I ate dinner out with my mom last night to celebrate the SECOND PLACE! WOOHOOOOO! :)) Actually, she didn't know when she suggested we eat out. I told her when we were in the restaurant and she thought the moment was so fitting. Third, mom went from hospital to hospital and I fell asleep along the way and once I fall asleep on the ride home, I have no hope of staying awake when I actually DO get home. Hope that's enough explanation. Next thing I need to say is that there's something wrong with this skin so I don't know why the indentation I put doesn't get in. ALJFDLK!!! Anyway, this week has been CRAZY to say the least. It's been good though. A roller coaster! KIMIKO will understand that. Exams start next week and I'm not stressed YET. I've been stressed, yeah. None of it though has ANYTHING to do with exams. Insane, I know. Starting today, the only reason I go on the computer is to blog. And occasionally check my facebook updates (hey, everyone needs them. How else would I have known there was practice today without facebook?). So yeah. I gotta go and chow on some corn flakes now. Labels: late post, roller coaster, school, tired
Thursday, September 2, 2010 11:14 PM
It's too soon, too soon to say goodbye During the concert, it made me wonder, what would it be like when WE will perform there. WOOOOW. That's scary. In truth though, it's exciting. When it ends though, it'll feel like the interval would've been incredibly short, and we don't really have time. Then again, it becomes even more exciting. The play actually is one of the most exciting things I may ever do in my life. HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! :) I'd just to love to do it live though because I think we CAN do it live. We can show people who have EVER doubted us that just because we dream big doesn't mean we bite more than we can chew. We bite just enough, thank you very much. We CAN do it and we know it. LES MISERABLES! :) Labels: les miserables, music, plays, trios
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 10:20 PM
Sometimes I wonder what I want to do in life. Letting go isn't really my thing but it really is something you need if you want something so bad, and I noticed that when you DO let go, everything that seems hard just seems ordinary. Strange as it seems, it doesn't even feel like a fear.I think the fear people get when they don't let go is the fear of being thought of as "not good enough." WELL DUH! I certainly don't want to hear, "That was your best? Wow, you sucked." I mean, SERIOUSLY? On a lighter note, I have been going back to dancing. WOOHOO! This is partly because I feel like I've neglected it due to my going home so late. I'm going to devote all my other time to dancing. :) I've missed it so much and I just realized I'm not in the same shape as I used to be. GRR! I can't do the jump anymore and I can't stretch as far as I used to BUUUUUUUUUT! AHA! Whenever I stretch my left leg now, it doesn't feel like the vein is being pulled out. WOOH! ACCOMPLISHMENT! I've missed lyrical hip-hop and contemporary so due to me missing it, I will now post videos. ENJOY! :) Yes, this is the type of things I actually enjoy watching. That dance is just so amazing on its own because the emotion of it all. The dance is really about abuse and being hurt and the person hurting you NOT understand the pain you go through. I have this undeniable drift towards lyrical hip hop because it's so real and you can put so much emotion. I just love it so much. I'd love to do a lyrical routine. *wink wink* (any choreographers out there...?) I love this so much. I can watch it a million times and still get goosebumps. I CANNOT believe Ashley had to withdraw. That had to be one of the saddest things all season. Ade on the other hand is the epitome of a contemporary dancing ROCKSTAR! He's just so swift and strong and he's such a good partner and LKDSJFLKDJ!!! Breathtaking. I loved this so much. The thing though that I really want to stress is that DANCERS ARE ACTORS TOO. The fact that I felt so much emotion in their faces alone. They didn't even have to speak! I wanna be like that. GOSH. That was just lovely. :)
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